To say that I was transformed by NYC 2007-Water, Fire, Wind is an understatement. I am a different being. And, the real kicker is that I'm a youth pastor! Aren't I supposed to have it all together? I was impacted heavily be stepping into Africa through the One Life exhibit and taking on the identity of Timothy. As I listened to his life story I began to realize there are other people in this world other than myself, my church, my students, and my family. And, those other people outside of my little bubble don't have all the luxuries of the United States. We can receive medical care any time we need it. However, Timothy is HIV positive, has lost his parents to AIDS, and no one rescued him! In those brief moments I spent in that exhibit, I became him. I was HIV positive, I had no parents, I was not rescued, I was all alone on the streets of Africa. My eyes were opened to a whole different world and my heart was changed forever. Thank you to World Vision and Nazarene Compassionate Ministries for shaping who I am today.

The Feeding of the 5,000/10,000 made me want to come home and eat less so others can have more. I sat around the lunch table and attempted to swallow my porridge that so many in other countries eat. As I pushed my bowl away from me because I could not swallow anymore, a lump grew in my throat when I read the story of Tsa-Jin in China. I began to weep. My life is so extravagant and I have it so easy. But, prior to this experience, I had no stinking idea. On our bus ride home I only ate kiddie meals because I wanted to make sure I ate all that was given to me, but that I didn't eat too much.

I stepped onto the bus to come home reluctantly. For the first time in my life I understood why students never want to leave camp or retreats. Life is easy when we're playing church. But, it is when we step back out into the world that we really have to think about whether or not Jesus will be our 'embarrassing friend' as Greg Stier said it so well. Oh, if you could see me writing these words! You\'d know I don\'t want Jesus to be my embarrassing friend anymore. I want to pray with others when the Spirit prompts me to. I want to give what I have to those who need it. I want to go hungry so others can eat. I want my newly adopted little boy in Bangladesh to know that he will have food to eat, water to drink, a roof over his head, medical aid to keep him well, and a school to educate him for the rest of his life.

So, thank you to every person who worked NYC 2007. You are a part of my transformed lifestyle. As I love to say, "Thanks for the kick to the head and to the heart." I get it. It's not about me, but about Him! What you taught me is being carried on into the lives of those in my local church and community. My experiences are not staying with me but being shared with anyone who will listen. Well done,

- Emily - A transformed youth pastor